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| 04:06am 14/11/2005 |
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me in my pajamas making kissy faces!!!!
im convinced if i sleep freddy krueger will get me. so im never sleeping again. that is all |
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| 03:35am 04/10/2005 |
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| 02:42am 21/06/2005 |
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mood:  happy music: nekromantix....who killed the cheerleader
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today was a good day.
got home from chicago at 6am (the nekromantix show was the best i have ever seen in my entire...yes entire life..well besides the cramps)
slept till ungodly hour
drove around and delivered money to bars (for once a nonstressful part of the job)
took friend's daughter bday present
went to karaoke
drank
went downtown to deliver check...got free drinks
went back to karaoke
drank
got to see some old friends that i miss very very much (dusty rules!)
made new friends, discussed good ole rock n roll.
gosh i love my city sometimes |
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| off to chicago |
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| 04:47am 19/06/2005 |
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mood:  groggy music: dresden dolls
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well im off to chicago in a few hours....wish me luck people |
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| ahhh the feeling of victory. |
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| 02:19pm 03/06/2005 |
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mood:  content music: tsol...anticop
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turns out i wasnt fucking up my own life!!! this time it was completely someone elses fault, and due to their passive aggressive alcoholic nature. i realized i am much better without them in my life. you all may be wondering...so what does kelly do during the week. lately its tetris, cat chasing and if i feel the urge coffee on the patio at highland coffee house. not near as exciting as when my life revolved around being a crazed social butterfly and seeing just how tight i could get my corset without passing out. i think ive reached a happy medium.
this week is going to be fun as hell. my friend ray is coming back to town from l.a. for 9 days, so im gonna hijack him. other plans = saturday im going on a picture quest (goal is a shot of me feeding a goat at a petting zoo), sunday flea market, monday hair dying party, tuesday purgatory, wed. sleep, work the rest of the week. ahhhh yes, im off to pay some bills!
later haters |
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| migraines, nightmares and drama oh my! |
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| 05:39pm 30/05/2005 |
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mood:  apathetic music: silence
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its time for me to go on a little break before i go insane. weeks worth of nightmares lead me to believe i might be stressing myself out a wee bit. last night i had my very first migraine...yeah...somethings gotta give. i see tetris and loafing in my future. im off to visit my parents and do some laundry. must find way to stop fucking my life up, maybe getting a tattoo soon. |
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| 06:46pm 29/05/2005 |
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mood: blank music: the cramps...surfing dead
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| 11:50am 26/05/2005 |
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mood: tired music: motley crue...too fast for love
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all i can say is wow....and im not talking about that god forsaken club. |
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| my first death threat!!! |
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| 03:31pm 24/05/2005 |
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i have officially gotten my first serious death threat. and the dumbass left it on my voicemail. lets forget i have a degree in criminal justice....and pretend i have a learning disorder. i still wouldnt leave a voicemail death threat!! woahahahaha. so if i wind up dead just have the police check my messages :) |
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| 04:32am 21/05/2005 |
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mood:  bitchy music: social distortion-story of my life
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i love it when a guy asks me to come over then a half hour later when i call for directions they dont pick up the phone. |
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| 03:56pm 14/05/2005 |
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mood:  sore music: love and rockets....so alive
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work work work. i know i work in bars, which seems like it would be a blast. but its a very trying job most of the time. take last night for example, we worked the bars on main st. in covington. they were busy having mulletfest 2005. otherwise known at maifest? within the first hour every member of my team, including myself, had been groped at least once. (which might have not been so bad if it hadnt been done by inbred mutants.) for some reason i think its mating season in kentucky. i had 4 semi-attractive men ask for my number. i also had a big group of people outside of one bar throwing the nazi arm sign at us. which was really not cool, esp. for the one black guy on the team. we then had people heckling us and the best they could think of was "your gay!! youre all in red hahahaha." said mutant got angry when i pointed out he was wearing red too. sometimes i think kentucky is really progressing, but times like this make me realize that there are still a lot of white robes out there, they are just hidden in closets now. well im babbling and making some really amusing grammar errors. so i shall watch chopper chicks in zombietown before going back to work. wohooo! |
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| 03:03pm 05/05/2005 |
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mood:  busy music: cult of the psychic fetus....orgy of the dead
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HAPPY ZOMBIE CINCO DE MAYO!!!! Due to lack of planning this year there will be no true zombie event. (such as the sombrero, springgrove, zombie madness and dinner at don pablos in full makeup). looks like i will be doing a bit of lurking and trying to find ways to celebrate this grand day of zombies and mexico. maybe ill run through devero's screaming that i was bit by a zombie...nah, i might get shot. |
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| im back!!!! |
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| 12:12am 05/05/2005 |
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mood: accomplished music: balzac isolation...13 ghosts
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i am moved...boxes are still sitting everywhere. need to get my electronic equipment set up. need to watch chopper chicks in zombietown. need to keep my cat from eating itself into a coma. damn its been a good day. |
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| 01:56am 02/05/2005 |
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mood: sleepy music: my cat chirping
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been moving...thank you to martin, randal and jimmy. much appreciated hope you like the food. much more to be done tomorrow. must move the beast of a bed i have. im tired to the point of delusion.
ive been slacking off writing here due to lack of motivation and lack of time. my trip to wisconsin was a blast, made friends from all over the us. i have people to hang with in states ive never even been to. got to know my boss and see her as more of a person rather than a management figure. now that the shoe is on the other foot i understand the stress shes under. still trying to find any time to get out of my apartment....well one of them, seeing as im currently in two now. damn im a highroller.
as for the ranting going on and so forth. seems to be a lot of "youre not my mother!" and "you stupids!" going on. i tend to be a bit more to the "you stupids!" side of things. i had to raise my nephew because my sister was on crack (many of you know this). kids arent all fun and games. i had to feed this one give it tons of time and i was only 16 and a college student getting myself off of drugs. my nephew is now in a lot of therapy and has completely blocked most of his early years. he is antisocial and has violent tendencies. he is very loved now and in the hands of people who take care of him. i get to see him whenever i can and he has no clue what i sacrificed to take care of him when his mother couldnt.
this is why i feel strongly that people shouldnt breed until they know exactly what they are getting into. if one cannot support themselves mentally and physically they should not even think that they can support another. one must understand that they are no longer in a commitment with just the other person but they have signed an 18 year contract with them. and my dealings with this situation shows that most relationships cannot handle this unless thoroughly committed with multiple years of experience behind them. i think that bringing a life into this world without being able to give it whatever it needs is selfish. and people do wind up having to take the fall, whether it be sister, grandparent, or one parent. i had to take the fall, i do not regret the time i spent with my nephew and he was a big motivator to keep me from drugs. (not near as much of a motivator as seeing my sister selling her ass on the street). but people should think twice..there are options like adoption (many people cannot have children and would raise them in loving households).
when i lived in over the rhine i saw children with little to no adult supervision and adults bitter at the fact that they had the added responsibility. a child does not mean that someone will love you forever. a child does not mean that you are a worthwhile individual. most humans can have children...this does not mean they should. your life is over in one sense. you are not able to party and act as a care free 20something, you come second. this is not some pet that you can feed and water and will love you. its really rough. and i want to smack people that cannot see this and will be shoving this life out the door at any chance they get.
there is my rant. if you are going to breed, breed responsibly. if not my tax money will support your stupidity. i do not know most of the people who are pregnant. the one i am familiar with personally (and not the one most of the bitching is about) is delusional. and if someone wants to ruin their life, body, and career more power to you. just dont expect me to feel sorry for you when you havent slept due to a baby crying, or a sick child, or not being able to be that groupie you always wanted to be.
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